The pressure slithers past you again. You put up as much restraint as you could, your body's steps falter, before quickening.
As your hand lands on the doorknob, you try your hardest to turn around. When that doesn't work, you put as much power behind your left arm and grab onto your right wrist.
Stop it! I'm in control now!
"Not anymore!"
You throw yourself back away from the door, whacking your head against the wall behind you. You feel a tremble down your spine before pain spreads through out your entire body. Engulfing everything in flames, your knees woble, but you stay standing.
I can cause you so much pain...
The fiery slowly increases, until you drop to your knees. You gasp for air, clawing at the walls, trying your hardest to make the pain stop.
Then it does. You flop to the ground, the relief that washes over you is so strong that you lay on the floor, still sputtering like a fish out of water.
"Why are you doing this!" You scream, waking your parents.
"Annemarie! Get off of the floor and get to bed!" You hear your parents yell at you. "Quit screaming."
"Run.." Your voice is weak and quiet.
They turn around to head back to there own room. You stand up, lossing control over your own body. You run up behind your father and grab his chin and shoulder, with a ripple of muscles, you end his life.
One down, one to go..
"Noo!!" You scream and sink your teeth into your own arm, not stopping until you draw blood.
Stop! Loosing blood makes you weak!
You scream as the metallic taste hits your tongue.
"Leave my parents alone!"You say with such feirceness that you don't regonize yourself.
I can do better.
once again, your body engulfs in flames of pain. Wave after wave of boiling lava crash over you that you drop to your knees and curl into a fatal position.
Once the pain ends you are left gasping once more, you were mentally, emotionally, and even physically drained.
But you still had control of your body, because you stood up by yourself.